16.0131.px. I don't want to fuck this up!

@25.00906 The RubberNaut (rough draft)
00.00 Front pages
00.0001.px ---TITLE PAGE ---The RubberNaut.
00.0100 FOREWARD
00.0122 Dear Reader
00.0140 Epistolary? What the hell is that?
00.0230 Author's Notes
00.0800 Mysticism
00.0900 About the AI's
16.0 WHERE - HAHNESTERY _PNR (Rabbit hole)
16.0000-0020=ai= Summary of Chapter 16: The Hahnestery
16.0101-0900ver.1 I need a job!
16.0101-1100 The Hahnestery
16.0106-0900 Almost a week
16.0116 The job is settling down to 2-3 hours a day
16.0116-0900=ai=Meet Henry (Jame's brother)
16.0117-0900 My "quarters"!
16.0124--1003 Why is Thalia well suited for isolation
16.0124--1010=ai= Why is Thalia well suited for isolation
16.0124-1010=ai= Why is Thalia well suited for isolation
16.0125-0900 Who is Henry Hahn
16.0131.px. I don't want to fuck this up!
16.0201-0900 As predicted, I seldom worked past m
16.0211-9999 More About Frank _11504
16.0213-0900 I'm not emotionally attached to my garments
16.0214-0900 predicament
16.0225-0900(px) The Apron
16.0305-0000 ______|||||| WHO IS LORRAINE? |||||______
16.0305-0900.1(px)=ai= - synthesis of Who is Lorraine?
16.0305-0900=ai= Who is Lorraine?
16.0305-0905 Lorraine was also a makeup artist
16.0305-0910 Loraine's Backstory
16.0305-0915=ai= Who is Lorraine?
16.0321-0900 - Thalia begins wearing (r) under
16.0405-0900(px) Spent whole life hiding fetish
16.0406-0900=ai= James was in a monastery
16.0406-0900=ai= Profile of James
16.0503-0900(px) They _may_ know about my blog
16.0523-0900 pix The Logging company
16.0914-0900 Jx &Tx are my friend
16.1231 Discovered!
17.0 WHAT - ENCHANTMENT - Hevea & Fetish Theory
17.0 What actually happens or should happen IN THIS CHAPTER?
17.0000-0012 EXPAND THIS: Part of my life is In the Closet, deeply
17.0000-0020 Hevea2Thalia dialogue examples.
17.0037-0006=ai= Chapter Analysis
17.0100-0000______||||| Hevea ||||| (formerly Mistress_Hevea)_____
17.0106-1200 Lorraine asks Thalia to share fetish fantasies
17.0101-0800 PNR -- Morning After
17.0101-0900=ai= Summary of Chapter 17: Enchantment
17.0101-0935 J&L call it an "Enchantment"
17.0102-0900 Enchantment - Magic Spell
17.0103-2235=ai= Rubber Fetish and the Quest for Self-Acceptance
17.0104-0900 Thalia reveals her fetish history
17.0105-0900_ai_Anthropology of 'Fetish'
17.0105-0910_ai_Anthropology of 'Fetish'
17.0105-0915_ai_ Anthropology of 'Fetish'
17.0107-0900 Hevea is a part of me.
17.0112-0900Years of repression
17.0115-0816=ai= Lorraine invites M_H to dinner
17.0116 How do you want to live your life?
17.0121 The Hahns ask a lot of questions about
17.0122 Hahn-ish Curiosity
17.0125-0000_______|||||| Rubber-colored Lenses |||||
17.0125-0830 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
17.0125-0900 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
17.0125-0930 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
17.0125-0945 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
17.0125-1000 To see the world through rubber-colored lenses
17.0125-9901 The SensDep suit concept (Summary of)
17.0126-0900 The Timed Key Holder Boxes.
17.0201-0000__________||||| HEVEA intro |||||__________
17.0201-0900 Who is Mistress_Hevea_
17.0201-0930 Introducing, Hevea
17.0201-1000 Who is 'Hevea'?
17.0203-1100 M_H is Thalia_s sexuality but Thalia
17.0201-0900 invitation to dinner
17.0203-0902=ai= Jules explains 'Tulpas'
17.0206-0900atx Why are helping me with my fetish?
17.0206-0910=ai= Why are helping me with my fetish?
17.0212-0000__________|||||| Masochism ||||__Pleasure under duress
17.0212-0139=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism
17.0212-0830 Am I a masochist?
17.0212-0845=ai= Masochism aspects of Deep rubber fetish
17.0212-0900 Rubber Fetish as Masochism
17.0212-0905=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism and Enchantment
17.0212-0910=ai= Exploring the Masochism of My Rubber Fetish
17.0212-0910=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism
17.0212-0930=ai= Rubber Fetish as Masochism
17.0212-1000=ai= Pleasure Under Duress (masochism)
17.0212-0920 I'm a masochist
17.0213-0000__________||||||||| Gimpness ||||||||___________
17.0213-0800=ai=A general Theory of Gimpness
17.0213-0805 First time seeing a gimp?
17.0213-0810=ai=A general Theory of Gimpness
17.0213-0815=ai=A general Theory of Gimpness
17.0213-0900=ai= Gimpness
17.0213-0910=ai= Explain why Thalia is/is not a rubber gimp
17.0213-0930=ai= Gimps explained /described
17.0213-1000=ai= Gimpness vs. 100%/100%
17.0213-1030=ai= Gimpness vs. 100%/100%
17.0213-0645 Main Interests
17.0213-0807 Gimpness as an Artistic Expression
17.0214-0900=ai= What is 'heavy rubber'?
17.0216-0900 Lorraine wants to _assist_
17.0217-0000__________|||||||| Pee, dealing with ||||||||||________
17.0217 -0900 Dealing with pee
17.0217-0930 +the Pee Problem
17.0219-0900 It's love, not punishment or penance
17.0224-0900 My bookmarks to Lorraine
17.0224-0900 Pandora's Box of Ruberotica
17.0300 __________||||| INTERNAL SLAVERY |||||
17.0300-0900=ai= Thalia explains the idea of 'Internal Slavery'
17.0300-1100 It's not slavery. It's rent.
17.0300-1230 Internal Enslavement is all about _devotion
17.0300-1300=ai= Internal Enslavement and Hevea
17.0300-1330=ai= Applying InternaSlavery to rubber
17.0302-1000__________||||| HEVEA as Dominatrix? ||||||__________
17.0302-1007=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
17.0302-1020=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
17.0302-1030=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
17.0302-1040=ai= Is Hevea my Dominatrix?
17.0303-0900=ai= general concept of 'Deep rubber fetish' .md
17.0303-9999 Hahn-ish Curiosity
17.0306-0000 _________||||| 100%/100% is OK |||||____
17.0306-1200 Lorraine asks Thalia to share fetish fantasies
17.0306-1230 Invite to 100%/100%
17.0306-1245 Lorraine invites Hevea to dinner
17.0306-1300 Total Enclosure -- I'll do 90% X 2 all of the time
17.0306-1450 The Less-than 100%/100% Problem
17.0307-0900 Helping other Rubberists evolve
17.0308-0800 The Weighted Armbinder
17.0313-0900 What does Hevea want? Rules?
17.0314-0900 is OK to wear rubber
17.0315-0900=ai= Monastery of Rubber and Spirituality
17.0316-0900 My Three Amigoes: Tom, Dick and Harry
17.0320-0900=ai= Objectification -- Why?
17.0404-0800 Hevea leads. I follow
17.0405-0800=ai= Hevea leads. I follow
17.0407-0800 constant state of sexual tension
17.0412-0900 Lorraine does leather crafts
17.0414-0800 Larry, the guy next door
17.0423-1200 I ride Sarah to the mailbox and grating
17.0502-0945 Hood as gift from Hahns
17.0512-0901=ai= Thalia does housework in her suit
17.0513 0900 Does Thalia like rubber "fashion"?
17.0515-0900 Anerobia
17.0515.1_ai_ Fetish Monastery: A Journey into Self-Discovery
17.0519-0000__________|||||| SOLO nature of fetish |||||||_______
17.0519-0900=ai= Explain the solo nature of a fetish
17.0519-0910=ai= Explain the SOLO nature of a fetish
17.0519-0910=ai= Explain the SOLO nature of a fetish
17.0519-0920=ai= Explain the solo nature of a fetish
17.0520-0900=ai= Depth and Solo Nature of Thalia's Rubber fetish
17.0519-0900 Lorraine's bling appliques and suit repairs
17.0527-0800 Lorraine wants to play
17.0600-0000 _________||||| TULPA |||||_________
17.0600-0800 Hevea is the roommate in my head
17.0602-0900=ai= of EXAMPLE of narrative with Hevea
17.0605-0900=ai= Example dialogue:: Thalia and Hevea
17.0605-0910=ai= Example dialogue: Thalia and Hevea
17.0605-0915 Rubber fetish personified as a tulpa
17.0605-0930=ai= Example dialogue:: Thalia and Hevea
17.0607-0900 Finger on Hand of House
17.0612-0900 Is Hevea a Tulpa_ What is that
17.0623-0900 What turns me on
17.0625-0901 Wearing the 99.5_ TE suit
17.0627-0800=ai= Tell me a story about a rubber tree and a philosopher
17.0702-0800 Ideal skinsuit
17.0712-0845 Am I a masochist?
17.0712-0900 Frolicking
17.0900_________||||| HITEz |||||________
17.0900-0645 HITEz: A Simple Way to Measure Rubber Experiences
17.0900-0700=ai= What the hell are HITEz?
17.0900-0800 What are HITEz?
17.0900-0815=ai= What the hell are HITEz?
17.0900-0830 HITEz are a metric of 100%/100%
17.0900-0845 HITEz are like money
17.0900-0900 HITEz; a metric of rubbering experience
17.0900-0945 Hitez are simply a measure of devotion to Hevea
17.0900-1025 HITEz: A Simple Way to Measure Rubber Experiences
17.0900-1300 consistency is important in a metric system...
17.0900-1945=ai= How HITEz can help fetish be a path to self-actualization
17.0900-1438 HITEz Rulez: the 'Prime Directive'
17.0900-1530 RuleZ for HITEz
17.0902___________||||| HITEz Quota System |||||_________
17.0902-0800 What Hevea wants - a Quota system
17.0902-0900 =ai=HITEz Quota concept explored (dialogue)
17.0902-0907=ai= HITEz Quota concept explored (dialogue)
17.0902-1200 Quota fixation
17.0902-0907=ai= HITEz Quota concept explored (dialogue)
17.0905 Homage vx. Veneration vs Worship
17.0906-0900.ai. HITEz are a form of Predicament Bondage.
17.0907-1200=ai= How HITEz relate to FLOW?
17.0915-0000 _______||||| the GRIND |||||________
17.0904-0900=ai= HITEz vs. The Grind
17.0904-0910=ai= HITEz vs. The Grind
17.0911_ai_MistralInstruct - the GRIND is mollific
17.0912-0900=ai= The Grind
17.0915-0900 the GRIND is mollification to Hevea
17.0915-1005=ai= Quota is a motivator to overcome The Grind
17.0916=ai= the GRIND is mollification to Mistr
17.0916=ai= the GRIND is mollification t
17.0922=ai= What is relationshiop between HITEz and The Grind
17.0923=ai= Relationshiop between HITEz and The Grind
17.0902-0900 if Fail to Meet Quota
17.0915-0800=ai= HITEz vs. The Grind
17.0916.=ai= How does wearing rubber affect one's mental state
17.0917-0900=ai= Masochism or rubbersexual?
17.0918-1000(px) Lx suggests wear her collars
17.0919 My life is based on HITEz
17.094-0900 HITEz provide Purpose and Meaning
17.1.1005-0910 The 99.5_ Ordeal
17.1010-0800 Dreams - 'Fight Club'
17.1013 The Basic Idea of my Insanity
17.1017-0900(pic) Adventure Mode
17.1023-9999 Keyholders
17.1027 Lorraine will help with HITEz quota
17.1105-0900 why Thalia likes edging
17.1109-0800 Dealing with Pee
17.1109-0830=ai= Dealing with Pee (dialogue)
17.1110-0800 The Lawyer made me do it
17.1112-1200=ai= describe riding a horse
17.1115-0800 my _safe_ room_
17.1200-0800 =ai= Housekeeping
17.1201-0800 The Weighted Armbinder
17.1225-1200 Christmas Dinner
17.1225-1200=ai= Christmas Dinner
17.1225=ai=$ Remembering Coming Out - a year later
17.9 What M_H wants - a Quota system
17.0519-1056 Rubber Fetish Solo
17.0915-1105 A mountain the must be climbed
17.1115-1100(a) DISCOVERED BY RAMONA & grandson
17.0213-0923=ai= Gimpness is surrendering to your own depth
18.0 (MM) - LATEXISTENTIALISM - Spirituality/Meaning -CHAP NOTES
18.0005 outline of the chapter 18
18.0010-0800 MM - TTOSBT - find Meaning in my Fetish (CHAPTER SYNOPSIS)
18.0101- 0901 Rubber is my _Enchantment_, This is
18.0105-0900=ai- RubberFLOW
18.0201-0800 Experience Design
18.0315-0800 What Hevea wants
18.0319-0800=ai= Theory of Total Enclosure
18.0401-0900(pix) Cannot do 100%-100%
18.0600________||||| THE_ MIRROR -Grok - MOMENT |||||_____
18.0601-0800 _The_ Mirror Moment
18.0601-0800=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0601-0900 Epiphany! I'm a RubberNaut!
18.0601-0900.px It has been 18 months since my Coming Out
18.0601-0910=ai= GOAL: to 'go so far into my fetish I might come out the other side'
18.0601-0935_ai_ how rubber fetish relates to
18.0601-1200_a.i_ Finding Meaning in My Fetish
18.0601-1203=ai= TTOSBT: My big epiphany
18.0601-1230 - Latexistentialism - Discovering
18.0601-2130=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0602-0900 Quest for Growth Through Rubber Fet
18.0602-0900 Slave collar
18.0603-0000_________|||| the VOW |||||_____
18.0603-0900 The Vow
18.0605-0000_________|||| How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT |||||______no particular order
18.0605-0222=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-0930_ai_ how rubber fetish relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1103=ai= .How Thalia applies TTOSBT to rubber fetish
18.0605-1300=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1517=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1519=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1541=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1542=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1610=ai= THow Thalia Relates to TTOSBT (SUMMARY)
18.0605-1625=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-1630=ai= Thalia's Journal Entry
18.0605-1655=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-2126=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
18.0605-2133=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT.md
18.0805-0251=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT.
18.0606-0900 Practicalities Intrude
18.0607-0900 I cannot do the 100%/100% Vow.
18.0607-0900 Taking baths
18.0608-0000 ___||||| Latexistentialism__|||||_____
18.0608-0910=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=~27m wrds)
18.0608-0915=ai= Epxplain 'Latexistentialilsm'
18.0608-0920=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
18.0608-0925=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
18.0608-0930=ai= explain 'latexistentialism'
18.0608-0935=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
18.0608-0940=ai= explain 'latexistentialism'
18.0608-0942=ai= Explain Existentialism
18.0608-0945=ai= explain 'latexistentialism' (localdocs=26m wds)
18.0608-0950 =ai= Explain Latexistentialism
18.0608-0955 =ai= Explain Latexistentialism
18.0608.0023=ai= Mysticism vs. Spirituality vs. Existentialism
18.0609-0900 Sensory Overload
18.0610-0900 Love- hate relationship with my fetish
18.0611-0900 Meaningless Pleasure
18.0615-0901_ai._ The Quest for Ataraxia
18.0701=a= It's not a bug, it's a feature
18.0709-0900=ai= Spirituality is Quest for Meaning
18.0710-0000 =ai= The Sybian (notes about)
18.0710-0000_________||||| FUCK BOX ||||||__________
18.0710-0059 |||||| See more descriptions of Sybians in 30.0500
18.0710-0900=ai= Fuckbox
18.0710-0900=ai= The FuckBox
18.0710-0910=ai= Fuckbox
18.0710-0920=ai= Fuckbox
18.0710-1331 The FuckBox
18.1013-0910=ai= Sybian training
18.1013-1040=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1055=ai= Micro-perf hood
18.1013-1502=ai= The Sybian (Fucking my brains out)
18.1013-1524=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1528=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1533=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1541=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1550=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1550=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1553=ai= The Sybian
18.1013-1554=ai= The Sybian
18.0712-0800 Askēsis' is a Greek word that means "exercise" or "training."
18.0715-0900 Cannot do 100%
18.0715.0001 Cosplay ideas
18.0715-0900.99 She discovers some unexpected advantages to Enclosure
18.0801-0900 Lorraine's 'xBling' Jewelry
18.0816-0900 Orgasm Marathon
18.0913-0900 [[B.F.]] Obedience Through Pleasure.
18.1121.0000 IDEA -I adopt Carpe Rubber Diem attitude
18.1112 - 0900 Damp, cold environment
18.1202-0900 I endure a penance month
18.1225-1400=ai= Christmas Dinner
18.1225-1632$=ai= Christmas Dinner
18.1225$=ai= Christmas Dinner
18.1912-0800 MEMO from Hevea
19.0 HOW - GOMU YOKU - The Art of Rubber FLOW
19.0 =ai= what is Gomu Yoku and how could SMART goals of FLOW be applied to it?
19.0003-0900=ai= DEFS: Mysticism vs. Spirituality vs. Existentialism
19.0100-0910=AI= Gomu Yoku = Finding Flow in Rubber and Nature
19.0101-0930=ai= We develop the concept of Gomu Yoku
19.0106-0900=ai= How Gomu Yoku utilizes breathwork
19.0107-0900 =ai= Self-Actualisation is the primary goal of Gomu Yoku
19.02027-0930=ai= Rubber vs. Yoga
19.0209-0000 -------- TANTRIC SHAMANISM ------
19.0209-1000=ai= Tantric shamanism
19.0209-1030=ai= Tantric Sexual Practices and Ethics
19.0209-1100=ai= What is Tantric Shamanism?
19.0225-0000_________||||| RubberFLOW explained ||||_____
19.0225-0142=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-0211=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-0612=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-0900=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-0905=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-2113=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-2127=ai= RubberFLOW explained
19.0225-2207=ai= Gomu Yoku and RubberFLOW explained
19.0226-0900=ai=　　Whispers of the Forest: The Gomu Yoku Journey
19.0227-0900 The Yoga of Rubber
19.0227-0900=ai= The Sacred Space of the Mirror
19.0228-0900 Rubber Sentience
19.0228-1000 Rubber Sentience
19.0306-0900 The Weighted Armbinder
19.0306-0900 =ai160= kink as tantric yoga
19.0312-0000------ MARTIAL ART --------
19.0312-0900 Gomu Yoku as Martial Art
19.0312-1000=ai= Is Gomu Yoku a martial art
19.0411-0925=ai= Experience Design - Directing your own movie.
19.0415-0900=ai= How can kinky sex promote Individuation?
19.0501-0900 Gomu Yoku is Fetishamanism
19.0502-0900=ai= Thalia opens a shipment
19.0504-0227=ai= Working in Latex as Gomu Yoku
19.0504.0910=ai= Housework in Latex: A Sensory Journey
19.0612-0900=ai= Effect of latex on Thalia's moods and energy
19.0721-0900=ai= Does wearing a latex suit create electrical capacitance?
19.0903-0900=ai= The Grind - persistence
19.0908-0800 Significance of setting SMART goals
20.0217-0239 Thalia's new suit
20.0 WHY - RUBBERING AS A SPIRITUAL PRACTICE (RASP)
20. =ai= Rubberspace = RubberFLOW
20.0 Spirituality is not something one finds; it is something one becomes
20.0101-0900=ai= Rubber fetish as a spiritual practic
20.0101-0930-ai- What is spirituality?
20.0103-0000 _________||||| Deep Rubber Fetish Spirituality |||||
20.0103-1100 =ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
20.0103-1118=ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
20.0103-1135=ai= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
20.0103-1145 Spirituality is a *Quest* to become *all* that you truly areSpirituality** is a Quest* to become *all* that you truly are
20.0103-1200 =ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
20.0103-1214=aI= Grand Theory of how rubber fetish can be "spiritual".
20.0103-1300 =ai= Grande Theory of Rubber Fetish Spirituality
20.0103-1400 =ai= Grande Theory of Rubber Fetish Spirituality
20.0103-1500=AI= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
20.0103-1510=AI= Explain "rubber fetish spirituality"
20.0103-1520=ai= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
20.0103-1530=ai= Explain 'rubber fetish spirituality'
20.0103-1600=ai= What is 'Rubber Spirituaity'?
20.0103-1610=ai= What is 'Rubber Spirituaity'?
20.0103-1620=ai= Spirituality of Rubber Fetish (px)
20.0103-1630=ai= Grand Theory of Rubber Spirituality
20.0103-1700=ai= How can a fetish become spiritual?
20.0103-1715=ai= Grand Theory of how rubber fetish can be "spiritual"
20.0103-1805=ai= How is Thalia's fetish practice 'spiritual'?
20.0103-1900-=ai= explain how HITEz could be an instrument of spirituality
20.0103-1216=ai= A 'spirituality of deep rubber fetish'
20.0104-0900=ai= How is Thalia's fetish practice 'spiritual'?
20.0104-0900=ai= mysticism, tantra, shamaninism and existentialism
20.0104=ai= mysticism, tantra, shamanism and existentialism
20.0105.a1i. T_LJ explore idea of Deep Rubber{@25.
20.0116-0220=ai= How can a rubber fetish be 'Erotic Mystical Shamanism'
20.0116-0745=ai= How can a rubber fetish be 'Erotic Mystical Shamanism'.
20.0121-0900=ai= Mysticism, tantra, shamaninism and existentialism
20.0121-0910=ai= how Thalia's journey demonstrates tantric shamanism
20.0121-0920=ai= how Thalia's journey demonstrates tantric shamanism
20.0124=ai= how Thalia's journey demonstrates tantric shamanism
20.0127-0900=ai= How HITEz relate to a spiritual journey
20.0130 ________||||| Rubberine/Rubberite |||||__________
20.0130-0800 What is an Anchorite?
20.0130-0900 The Concept of Nunk-hood is central RASP
20.0130-0900=ai= "Rubberite" vs "Anchorite"?
20.0130-0900=ai= "Rubberite" vs "Anchorite"?
20.0130-0900=ai= Rubberine is both a noun and an adjective
20.0130-0901=ai= Explain "Rubberite"
20.0130-0932=ai= Becoming a Rubberite.
20.0130-1407=ai= How/why become a RubberNaut Anchorite
20.0200__________||||| MYSTICISM |||||_________ .
20.0208-0910=ai= Mysticism and Deep Rubber Fetish.
20.0208-0920=ai= Thalia's Rubber Mysticism.
20.0211-0900=ai= How Deep rubber fetish connects to mysticism.
20.0214-0900=ai= Mysticism and Rubber Fetish.
20.0214-1000=ai= Rubber-mysticism.
20.0200-0900=ai= A mystical experience?
20.0200--1035-=ai= The Mysticism of Deep Rubber Fetish
20.0208-0900 What is Rubber Centricism?
20.0301-0900=ai= Rubber as catalyst to consciousness
20.0301=ai= How HITEz can be an instrument of a spiritual practice
20.0302_______||||| TANTRIC SHAMANISM |||||______
20.0121-0830=ai= Explain Tantric Shamanism
20.0121-0835=ai= Explain Tantric Shamanism
20.0121-0930=ai= Tantra/shamanism
20.0302-0800 A Technologist of Altered States of Consciousness
20.0302-0900 =ai= Shamanism, tantra and rubber fetish
20.0302-0930=ai= Adapting core shamanism to rubber fetishism
20.0302-1130=ai= shamanism and tantra
20.0820-0900=ai= Tantric Rubber Fetish
20.0820-0900=ai= What is Tantra
20.0305-1200 A Whole New Realm of Value{@25.0118}
20.0309-0812 Tantra! Foundation of Sacred Sex
20.0321-0900 =ai= Resonator of the Soul - Unveiling Rubber
20.0507-1902 James' brother was a monk in a monastery
20.0512-0900 Fetish as Advocation
20.0608-0943 ESSAY: Latexistentialism - Unveiling the Meaningful Dimensions of Fetish
20.0822-0900=ai= Rubber fetish as a 'resonator of the soul'
20.0822-0910=ai= Rubber fetish as a 'resonator of the soul'
20.0825-0900 House of Mirrors
20.0826-0900=ai= sitting before a mirror in nadu
20.1117-0900 Have I 'offiicially' self-actualized?
20.1201-1300 RASP ties it all together
20.1207-0900 OTR concept hatched
20.1231-2400 Dear Marla -- the last emil.{@25.0118
20.1418-0900 SEED Going so far into my fetish...
17.0223-0908=ai= Rubber Fetish is Shamanism
30.00 META (glossary)
30.0032-0900=ai= Sensory Domestic Narrative (INFO)
30.0032-0910=ai= Sensory Domestic Narrative (INFO)
30.0032-0920=ai= Sensory Domestic Narrative (INFO)
30.1 ____________|||||| SYNOPSES |||||___________
30.0 =ai= Review of BR draft
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30.2 _____DRAMATIS PERSONAE__________
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30.5.0200-0900=ai= Describe Sybian Orgasm. Detailed
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16.0113 I don't want to fuck this up!

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@24.0911-1305.99 by Atx

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Dear Marla,

　IDEA:　not gonna wear any rubber except late at night.

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